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Thursday, September 11, 2003

Regrets...
I've had a few.
But then again,
Too few to mention!
--"My Way",
written by Paul Anka
When I hear that song, I think of Frank Sinatra, and sometimes Elvis or Sid Vicious -- all of whom have been known to perform, in their own unique manner, that wonderful song. Wonderful because -- though I don't always enjoy hearing it, I've heard it so much -- the song is a wonderful personal anthem. That's something we all need: a personal anthem. A song that praises our individuality; a mark of devotion to oneself. After all, they say you're going to have a helluva time loving anyone else unless you've first learned to love yourself, right?

This is not to replace your love for your God, or your spouse, or your family. I'm simply saying that we all need to give ourselves a bit more self-love at this time of year. (No, not that type of self-love !) Too many of us beat up on ourselves throughout the year, and then nearly destroy ourselves at year's end. No wonder there are so many suicides during the Holidays; the messages bombarding us are to Buy Buy Buy and to Give Give Give -- but what if you have nothing to give but love? If you have a dearth of that good stuff, then you'll have a bitch of a time spreading it around to your neighbors.

So be good to yourself, whether you're Christian, Pagan, Wiccan, Athiest, Hindu, Islamic, Mormon, Podcastin, or otherwise. Don't take the pills, they won't do you or anyone else any good; you'll simply miss out on the Next Big Thing (which may turn out to be Your Next Big Thing). Just do things your own way, singing that little hymn as you do so:
For what is a man,
What has he got?
If not himself,
Then he has naught.
To say the things,
He truly feels,
And not the words,
Of one who kneels.
The record shows,
I took the blows
And did it my way!

Thursday, February 28, 2008

The next iteration of this blog may actually look pretty since I'm taking an online course to learn Adobe Photoshop. I took an Adobe Fireworks course in the Winter, and in the Fall an Intro to (Web) Programming course. Last Spring, an Adobe Dreamweaver course. The Fall before that I attempted some Database classes at UCLA Extension but failed miserably. Simply didn't continue attending the classes. I wasn't enjoying drawing maps of database workflows; just not my bag, baby (though I'll probably have to learn how to do that someday if I ever work with databases). Next up: Probably plunging into a real programming course, something to enhance my self-education in that area, and perhaps some more design courses.

All this began as a way to develop my skills in a more disciplined manner. I'm fairly good at learning skills on my own, but I seem to learn more thoroughly when I pay to learn. Then, I have this persistent and nagging voice telling me that I've got a schedule to attend to, "Do you really want to lose more money you don't have?" Granted, I'm not paying hundreds dollars, as I did for each of those UCLA courses I took that aforementioned Fall, but I'm still in for at least a hundred ones each online class I'm taking now. $20 a unit may not seem like much to some of the more fortunate of you, but it's enough to keep bankless me hitting the books (which are, by the way, usually more expensive than the classes).

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Saturday, February 23, 2008

I have a fair idea about what Charles is talking about (though I still don't know what "tokenizing" is), but that's not why I stopped reading his article. The following phrase caught my attention so I ended up copying and pasting it into Google:
"Zend Avesta" "english translation"
I wanted to see what the translation would reveal. I have no idea what Zend Avesta means, though the term Zend sounds vaguely familiar to me (and I think it has to do with software). It sometimes bothers me when I don't know what something means and I feel like I should. I still don't entirely know what it means: I simply glanced at the search results. Perhaps I should be more concerned with not knowing the meaning of "tokenizing", since it's clearly a scripting term, as I've often found it within the context of articles regarding computer programming. (For those of you not following that last sentence: scripting = programming, more or less.) If I'm serious about learning how to program/script, I should know all about tokenization by now.

Anyway, after that quick detour I returned to Charles' blog and read the rest of his story. I even used his copy 'n' paste code to link back to his article. (See the link above.) Now I await his response. This is how blogging works sometimes: Call and Response. Like making music, except it's nothing like that. Anyway, there's not always a response. In fact, in my case there's rarely ever a response, but that's okay because I never know how to respond to a response anyway.

Side note: Day before last I hinted that I was somewhat inspired by Nick Sagan's story, and I was, but now I'm inspired by Ron McLarty's The Memory of Running. Oh, wow, what a voice this man has. What a story and what a voice. This one has me laughing and (nearly) crying all the way through, and I want to share it with my dad. I think he'll really enjoy it. I want him to hear the audio version, but I don't know if he can put up with listening to a story for long. He has to listen to Mr. McLarty tell the story (which, by the way, is Mr. McLarty's own). He's hilarious -- what terrific characterizations! So real. His own creations, of course, which probably explains why they're so good. Reading the book simply won't be as pleasurable. So if I can recommend one audio book this year, I'd say get this one, it's that good. If only I could tell a story like this one, and in the way this fellow tells it...

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Friday, February 22, 2008

Reaquainted with audio books lately. Actually, audio lover that I am, this is the first time I've been so consistently listening to mainstream audio. First, found my years-old collection of Audible books, listened to those, then began paying more attention to the audio book torrents, downloaded some of those, then I discovered a hearty selection of audio books at my local library. I love it because listening allows me to "read" in the dark, while my girlfriend is sleeping. Also allows me to read while walking for exercise. Why didn't this occur to me before? I guess I hadn't realized how much I would enjoy listening to mainstream audio narrative. So I've been listening to sci-fi by Arthur C. Clarke, Orson Scott Card, Richard Bachman (A.K.A. Stephen King) and now Nick Sagan. (Scientifiction and Fantasy are mainstream now, aren't they? I suppose they'll always be somewhat outside the norm. Aside from the Harry Potters and Star Treks, of course.)

Tonight I finished: Idlewild, by Nick Sagan (Carl's son). Fantastic. Virtual-reality type of stuff. Characters and plot compelling. Page-turner. Read wonderfully by Clayton Barclay Jones.

When I find myself reading or listening to such a compelling story, I can't help but hope that I have at least one this good in me...

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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

According to today's Wall Street Journal:

Stagflation, a term coined in the United Kingdom in 1965, defined the years from 1970 to 1981 in the U.S. Inflation rose to almost 15%. The economy went through three recessions. Unemployment reached 9%. Fed Chairman Paul Volcker finally conquered inflation, but only by dramatically boosting interest rates, causing a severe recession in 1981-82.


That's where we may be headed again. Maybe that's why we had lots of hair then? To cut expenses? That doesn't explain those short shorts, though. Maybe we should all move into Second Life. Even if you're poor and wearing jeans and a white t-shirt when you start out there, at least you can still get things (like clothes) for free. Plus, you don't need to eat...

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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Been awhile since I've posted. (Sorry for posting that phrase, as I know at least 30,000 others have done so. I'll try to be more original from here on out.) So where have I been, why haven't I posted? Let's skip the excuses for now (or forever) and get to the fun. You don't need to know everything I've been up to. Frankly, I haven't been doing anything particularly interesting or worthy of mention. Sure, I could argue that everything is interesting, depending on how you look at it blah blah blah. And sure, that's how I see things, truly. But I'm not going to do that. Not now. Not today. Today I'm going to go with the common thought, mundane is boring. So let's skip the mundane.

Okay, I'm done. That's all I had in me. I just want to get this thing going again. For a great story, please listen to Tim Coyne's short tale of love and heartbreak, The Jester Card. If I could cry, I would have, it moved me so. And Tom Simpson, you are missed. I've been off-IM, off-chat, off-SL, off-Skype, and off just about everything these past couple of months (except for email and the few odd comments posted here and there). I hope you and your wife have a great fucking time this Thursday.

As the kids say these days, "Peace out." For now.

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I once posted, in this space (this right column), the following:

If I had friends they would be listed here

That particular bit o' text, that silly and idiotic phrase, was repeated a dozen or two dozen or so times and was intended to be temporary. I had been working on a project -- a new layout for this blog -- and had intended for that text to be placeholder content. That is, the text was supposed to temporarily replace the content that had previously occupied this column (which was a list of links to friends -- that is, other blogs and web sites I linked to). I didn't know what content I was going to place into that (this) space, so I placed a bunch of duplicate phrases here as a placeholder so that I would remember to fill in this space again later.

At the same time, I thought I was being cute with the heading:

NEW & IMPROVED FRIENDS!

The fact remains: I still don't know what content to put here, in this column. Links again? Pictures? Video? Audio? Ads? Oh, hell no! It hasn't come to me yet, but I'm sure it will eventually, and when it does it'll come quick and (as usual) with consequences.